3-19-2025
wrote this quickly, please forgive my grammatical errors. Wrote fast and needed to publish right away. A Technique tool learned from Stephen King, Just get it out! Edit later.
On Feb 6th 2025 I hit a roadblock in music production working on tracks to fill in for Dead Poet and KS book of codes. My computer workhorse custom built back in my early photography days that was an invested asset made for Joseph Signature Arts Startup in 2003, had the job to raise capitol and invest well. That computer finally crashed and died on me, yes while unemployed managing the job interviewing process and staying on track with album release goals focused on music productions producing all extracted material from the early past years of kindle styles. I was crushed but handled adversity to the best of my ability. I believe I got everything exported backed-up that was super important on it. Prayers.
I went into purchase mode with whatever little savings I had. Sold a $1200 cinema camera to pay off mortgage and use a portion of that to buy a used DAW workstation. I ended up finding an Imac on facebook marketplace fully loaded with all the apps I need to continue advancing music productions that was affordable. I was so excited, waited for the seller to respond and picked the item up late around 10pm. Little sketchy. Anyways, I brought the computer home and configured all the settings to my workflow. I dedicated a hole day to go through a research test run on logic pro, spent hours editing current songs while educating advanced MIX/Mastering navigations and techniques learning the new systems. As soon as I saved my work, the whole app crashed on me. I tried to troubleshoot all I.T. support tools but found that the application loaded as show only. This put me through a big disappointment loss but I continued to stay on track and find happiness in the situation. I had Soundtracks final cut pro, Adobe Audition, and ableton live 9 to use. Good fall back DAW systems to use.
Turns out, after a test run diving into each application they all did the same thing and crashed. I was running out of options to think. Reaching a stalemate of being completely out of commission and stopping all music production. I took some advice from a friend on facebook that commented on my Logic Pro bragging, I had a picture posted from the new garage studio 2.0 of some very professional sound engineering tools while diving into my run when I brought the computer home. His comment said “all you need is a garage band”. I took it as joke but then thought, that’s really all I have left from all the false professional stupid apps loaded on this piece of shit I bought. So I tried the garageband and found myself in a very old early version of it. Like early 2000’s non-updates with no ability to upgrade to better versions.
Not sure why I even tried to dive in, I think I was so upset and found myself in a mode of work, produce, and deliver regardless of tools. I opened the old system and started writing an easy edit, titled the song Rhombus. Saved the final mix master and what-do-ya know! It worked and saved the media file. All I could think about is, getting a good job to afford better gear and just wait it out on what we have now to continue on with the 2025 Master Plan music album releases. https://youtu.be/GdN8ktfdktY?si=HuHJ8VVBJQsuXQ0c
Well, after finding a rhythm of production and getting back into creative flow, I discovered more than just music that needed to be added to the albums. This whole time I’ve been tracing a paradigm timeline of history in the making of material covering over 20 years of original music, songs written with various styles from youth to adult. I included interviews of high strange events documented from my Tape Extraction Project. This changed the entire viewpoint on how I was designing my album. Once I found out that my Tape Extraction Project Journals were communicating back, perfect alignment of epiphany moments by retracing events relevant to my paradigm story timeline. I realized I need to comb over what has been missed and what still needs to be discovered from the visual aspect.
This is where the work shifted course and I went into a reverse engineering phase. Everything made perfect sense and almost seemed like it was written so well for me to follow the guided path to. So I took time to model the new course of redirection and found myself again with another crashed broken computer. I was pissed!
A week went by and I had $200 dollars saved up, took a high risk to search for another imac and found one with a damaged cracked screen but custom built with upgraded features sold by a mexican man in Lavine. I don’t know what drove me to say yes, maybe it was the crack I could live with and trusted it work to my best ability, but I took the leap of faith and drove over the seller’s house to purchase. Trusted him, got a good vibe other than the crack damaged screen on the side. Brought it home and configured it all to my info. It seemed to be a good computer until I found out it wont update past MacOS Monterey, so I wont be able to download logic or any other useful applications needed to advance my album productions. Again, I took adversity at heart and looked at all my positive notations that could help me see a different perspective. Did some homework and was able to download my latest garageband and imovie apps from my icloud integration. This allowed me to get back into workhorse mode with easy to use DAWs and a few tricks learned in workflow process.
Yay! The computer works well and was a great risk investment that paid off affordably with whatever I had. I ended up moving my workspace back upstairs to the master bedroom since the garage was getting too hot. Here I am now, diving into full Reverse Engineering of the Tape Extraction Project, adding visual data back into the world that was missed or not even logged or documented. The story has completely changed for the good of things, based on not keeping it a only ME focused driven. I realized I have a lot of talented artists, family and friends I use to work with that offered their time and energy to help produce my personal projects. Didn’t give them any focus, So that is now added into the equation. I’m also taking the reverse engineering of things very seriously with analyzing time stamped events that will highlight any regressions or understanding how I got to building a multi-dimensional communication time machine and Dark advanced science research writing the KS book of codes events. Lot’s of easter eggs to be found but also lectures of a bright minded individual futurist that needs light.
I don’t know, I’m following the map and models I made during the Tape Extraction Project Master Planning, and it fits perfectly with the Reverse Engineering of it. It’s weird! I follow my models and they develop new insight that add perfect understanding to the “Why?” question. It’s working regardless to say. Working very well! The Rhombus is just a symbol of redirection. I’m glad were hare, excited to find material to share to the world whether it be ART, New Theory, Pink Beam Music, or any High Strange Easter eggs needing Ghost track homes. I’m involved with a whole bunch of new work to come, but I believe it’s all going to be worth it in the end! Let the story unfold the way it was written by a master artist.
New visuals added to my youtube page. Were climbing down the mountain in the middle of the night with no Flashlight. One step at a time taken very carefully while walking forward. Story will outline timelines in upcoming Albums as well as sync back to Visual publishings for public online. We missed a lot of material that was very important to our story. It’s going to get very weird as we dive into the books backwards but written forward. Expect the unexpected, New models, New perspectives, New discoveries, New Monsters or Angels found. It’s going to get weird.
Last note: I’m waiting back on old media material my uncle paul recorded of some live events during my music making days. Important songs not added and digitized into the timeline needing to be added to DEAD POET ALBUM. We are on wait/stand by while combing through the TAPES backwards/forwards from where we left off on our custom schematic master plan map. Get the REAL ME and all of the lost souls that help me along my journey to find the real me. SELF DISCOVERY 20 year deep dive is no joke. Hope to leave something for others to get lost in or inspire to do something as crazy as I. But please DON’T DIE! Our shits crazy and we’re lucky to be here. Suicide Survivors and Hell escape artists. Seen it all, Don’t want to experience it again.